I tried to read between the lines, I tried to look into your eyes, I want a simple explanation what I am feeling inside…
Does the line above ring any bells to you ? It definitely does. You see human beings are very intricate mortal. A minuscule bit of sensation can trigger precedence beyond mind's eye. To have that saddle lifted off your shoulder certainly gives you additional room to inhale.
Realism or prerequisites has always been unsympathetic to be acknowledged by most of us. We conveyed in a journey where even intellects cant inhere what is gonna ensue subsequently.
Likewise, it has always been my contentment to observe how others plummet and picked their self up again. Not trying to sound brutal or egotistical but I be in awe of those who is capable to picked themselves up and walk amongst society once more.
This brings me to the subject of human minimalism. Why make things convoluted when it can be simplified. Or conceivably have we evolve into a species so multifaceted that even opening a lid of a soda takes mankind to the extreme of inventing a device for our expediency.
Though, repetitively we have always weigh against to how our ancestors survived without the modern amenity that we are so used to that without it, we cannot function. Ironic some may say but perhaps being too dependant on something has its derivative.
To where I am rattling, bring me where lines are drawn across borders but the eyes cant be seen. Fly me to the sky where I am able to breathe no matter how many layers of atmosphere I depart. Blaze me with fire where it doesn’t cause any burn. And shower me with water where it is not H2O.
Convoluted? I certainly have to concur. That’s how complex the human mind is. As I sit here facing the sea, typing this entry. I cannot help it but your image came to mind. I wish you were here beside me, under the stars, where I can lie down and let time freeze as we conveyed in something adventurous.
Posted by Ridz at 9:08 PM
Friday, August 28, 2009
~ What We Do in Life Echoes in Eternity ~
I just thought that I should let you know...
'What we do in life echoes in eternity.'
As Green Day sings it in their 'Time of Your Life', it is perhaps our mortality that prompts us to cherish all that we've got. It is perhaps in the paradox of how the brevity of all our possessions (which are subjected to the clutch of the perennial Time) makes them all the more precious that we find the meaning to live each of our days purposefully.
Another turning point; a fork stuck in the road. Time grabs you by the wrist; directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test and don't ask why. It's not a question but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable but in the end it's right. I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind. Hang it on a shelf In good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial. For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable but in the end it's right. I hope you had the time of your life.
But again, as much as yours truly would love to stay, I know that all of us have to move on and continue with the next chapter of our lives. In spite of that, I am convinced that that line - "Whatever we do in life echoes in eternity", shall definitely resonate in my mind long after I leave you.
Posted by Ridz at 12:40 AM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
~ For You, My Friend ~
Friendship isn't always easily described. Apparently, the Eskimoes have a hundred different words for snow. And sadly, the English language isn't quite as innovative even though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is friendship.
Instead of having the ability to use different words for friends, we're stuck with simple adjectives: Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether we use adjectives or any other different words, few can actually deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.
Friends are special people. We can't pick our family but our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life. So treasure the friends you have in your life. Treat them with the same amount of care and respect that you ask of them. Cause true friendship consists not in the multitude of friends but in their worth and values.
So this one is for you, my friend. I appreciate your friendship and love for that is all I need!
"A friend is one who tells you the truth regardless of the cost, A friend will help you find the thing you'd given up or lost.
A friend will never put you down or make you feel alone, She'll smile and try to comfort you cause together you have grown.
A friend is the one who picks you up when you've fallen on the ground, A friend is the one whose voice at night is a welcome, warming sound.
So when you think you're on your own and wish you had a helping hand, Remember, a friend is the one who, when you cry, will always understand.
Because the world is full of people who will simply pretend, But, when it's said and done, you're lucky if you've got a true friend"
xoxo
Posted by Ridz at 1:35 AM
Monday, August 17, 2009
~ 3 Months Hiatus ~
Yes I know. Its been close to almost 3 months of Hiatus w/o any update or what so ever. I have been as usual busy with life. Not really screwed up neither I can say its perfect.
www.Tortoiz.com my own creation has been good. Response has thus far been excellent. Only need a few more minor adjustments to make it fine tune.
You went to Dempsey today with your friends. I hope you are enjoying life now. Spending more time with your friends and doing what you enjoy most with em. I am truly happy for you. Aint complaining here but just wished that I could relief all those greatest moment one more go.
I do harbour hopes of having dinner with you in the capsule alone watching the sunset. That would be really sweet and romantic but, lets just put it aside for the time being.
For now, what I love to see is YOU being happy and appreciate the people around you.
Posted by Ridz at 9:54 PM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
~ Got a New Lappie ~
With my new lappie, it gives me great convenience to blog anyplace and anytime I covet. Its durable, flexible and light weight, it sure beat my Mac in this aspect but I cannot play L4D on this.
Things have been relatively adventurous ever since my birthday has passed. Got a few more projects in hand to be executed. By then, everything shall fall in place perfectly.Been talking to Jed a lot lately. Thus, I have found out some rather unconventional stuff I should utter.
Most of us often fall short of realising that when reality comes smacking down on our self, we tend to take it unconscientiously. We made the gaffe of having to inhere the co-existence of legitimacy and self denial.
Thank you Jed for being truthful with me. At least now I realize what my stand is. To your precedent, let us move on. Look forward to a future of reverie and authenticity.
You might notice my post recently has been very bland. Such distasteful entries are making a yuck outta myself. I will try my very best to pick up from where I had stop.
Good luck in your quest Mr Castillo J
Posted by Ridz at 2:29 AM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
~ Your Performance ~
The contemplation of excessive imperial behaviour will sometimes lead to primal situation. It has been almost 4 years since I be acquainted with you. A rather unexpected turn out of events has taken place during this course which I myself deem it rather orthodox.
Even if I knew what was taking place, I preferred to be nonchalant bout what has ensue. Beyond any descriptive imagination that is possible to the human mind. I foresee a future where somewhat or rather turning out bleak but yet feast able.
From my point of view, I rather have a friend to friend relationship with you. What you seek may not be the fixation I am in quest of for and vice-versa. Though we both came from the same school family, there is a major different. You are from consign where elitist are born while mine is a place where lives and rules rebels.
To expect a rebel to co exist with a saint is neither possible nor impracticable. They say, what matters is the heart but not the viewpoint. Why do others be inclined to critic us by our physical attribute rather than what is in the interior.
You have concluded your performance and I must declare, I am pompous of you. despite the fact that there was a slight technical problem, overall you outperformed your peers. Why bother bout those immature critics.
They do not understand what is the sentimental of an emotional performance. Tell them to walk the same line and see how they act upon.
Posted by Ridz at 2:21 AM
Friday, May 01, 2009
~ RevivaL of Ridzbowler ~
o.O My last post was ages ago. Pardon me on that. Not that i have not been online it is just that i am too pre-occupied with work that I do not even find time for myself.
Here we go ... a few updates on me.
Things have been good on work life. Maybe not that frutiful yet. Still waiting the day I am covered in Greens !!! (cant blame me)
School will be soon rolling in. What an interview. Same old question blah blah blah. Come on get something fresh. "Where do you see yourself in 5 years time " .. ouh whynot you tell me. I am not some fortune teller..
My significant others ? Been good, still breathing still kissing still having sex. (pardon me for being uncensored) .. We still love each other pretty much. Though i wanna put the CNY episode behind for good. Reading Mark's post kinda giving me a vivid picture if that day really comes.
Here I am. Warming my arse @ Raffles place Macdonalds 4.00 AM !!! Just finish watching X men. Pretty interesting cause like suddenly you are brought back to the precedent on what happened in the beginning.
And yes my birthday is coming. As usual, celebrate ? dunch noe dun ask. well lappies getting low batt.. just a brief entry and an exciting dosage of words. Bleahx ... i will find time to update again ...